금요일, 11월 10, 2006
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[시아] 그 싸움에서 힘들고 지쳐 쓰러진대도就算在斗争中负伤倒地
[영웅] 포기하지마请你不要放弃
[영웅] 우리가 너의 곁을 지킬께我们会守护在你身边
The very lines that made me feel much better at that moment..
But what i am feeling right now..
Or rather yesterday,
Is really b.a.d.
I really dun think that V likes me.
But at the same time,
i think the feeling is kinda mutual.
I am getting sick of lab.
PEriod.
Yesterday we almost argued.
She just cant get into that thick skull of her that there is something called work distribution n it saves much more time.
Similarly, she cant understand that there are people who do not dedicate every waking hour of their life to SCIENCE.
I have a life, thankew.
N i intend to continue having it.
If you dont, by all means, be in the lab 24-7.
It aint my business.
Oh well.
I think i would rather settle for a lousy fyp grade.
2nd lower suddenly seems much more likable than degrading my dignity.
"can u arrange the pipette tips?""can you help me write labels?""can you wash the glassware?""can you put back the glassware after it dries?""can you make LB broth?""can you call this person?"For christ's sake, can i have a moment of peace just by sitting there?
Ok i concede defeat.
She's testing my patience to the max.
I think im in silent mode everytime in the lab.
Subdued.
I suddenly welcome the exams with open arms.
Cos that would give me an excuse not to be in the lab.
Like what i told angel yesterday,
i ran out of lab
just so i wouldnt have to see her face.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 2:47 PM